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2007-04-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

This was taken by my brother. He was in Camotes. I LOVE IT!

:)

2007-03-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

Taken in-between takes for the photo below. Haha. Vanity strikes, yet again.

Soaked

2007-03-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

2006-12-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

I like this! XD wala lang. haha.

oh. merry christmas *bang* and a happy new year. :D

AWWW

2006-12-21T11:38:00.000+08:00

SO CUTE. :)

Blogthings :D

2006-12-17T08:09:00.000+08:00

You Are 76% Indie

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.

You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!

How Indie Are You?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.

You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.

An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.

Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Quirk Factor: 67%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.

No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

How Quirky Are You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.

You tend to be the one with more power.

You aren't a total control freak in relationships..

But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.

This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..

It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.

In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

we wish

2006-12-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

This always makes me smile. :)

EEP. CLASSES RESUME TOMORROW. :(

Skip to my Lou

2006-12-09T09:54:00.000+08:00

Let's start with the pictures. :D

Took in Drafting class. Somebody has a copy of this in his room, taped on his mirror. xD

This cat bit me. Evil cat. :[ I think it was because I accidentally stepped on him though. Heeee.

I screaaaam for ice cream. Taken during a break from cemetery-tripping (All Souls' Day ;])

This is my scapegoat. Haha. It was my symbol used during our Pentential Rites last week. People keep saying it's a donkey. :O SCAPEGOAT, thanks. :P

I took this an hour ago. :P

Spread the Word; Not the Hurt

2006-12-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Gaaa. I cant get that Urbandub-Dicta License song out of my head. >-< Haha. I love it tho. :)

Because I am bored, i took this quiz.
(Stolen from Gela, belated happy birthday! and to Saab too.ü)

Your Existing Situation
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities

Your Stress Sources
An existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory, but she feels unable to change it to bring about the sense of belonging which she needs. Unwilling to expose her vulnerability, she therefore continues to resist this state of affairs, but feels dependent on the attachment. This not only depresses her. but makes her irritable and impatient, producing considerable restlessness and the urge to get away from the situation, either actually or, at least, mentally. Ability to concentrate may suffer.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are.

Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity. Wait. Whaaat? LOL

Feels that things stand in her way, that circumstances are forcing her to compromise and forgo some pleasures for the time being.

Your Desired Objective
Longs for sensitive and sympathetic understanding and wants to protect herself against argument, conflict, or any exhausting stresses

Your Actual Problem
Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced considerable stress. She tries to escape into an idealized atmosphere of sympathy and understanding, or into a substitute environment of estheticism and beauty.

Feels that things stand in her way, that circumstances are forcing her to compromise and forgo some pleasures for the time being.

Wow. Tumpak.

All We Know is Falling

2006-11-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

I have officially been Mrs Megaboi since the 16th of November 2006. HAHAHA. :P

Hmmm. Second sem is okay.. Calculus is vairy tricky. I neeeeeeed some serious help. And I dont know why, but architects (well, the ones who teach our Drafting class, anyway) really get on my nerves. Blaaaa.

I've been good, having been able to survive without a computer for the most part of two months. Love it. :D College has changed something in me.

Abra Cadabra

2006-11-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

as expected, none of the teachers showed up today. after school, I met up with Megaboi (he was from band practice) and we went off and watched The Prestige. the movie was really twisted. I was confused from start to end. haha. not the movie to watch if you are trying to de-stress. :P

i've had only six friggin hours of sleep in the last two days. i'm not used to sleeping early yet, so i end up staying up until midnight. >:D i have got to stop though. mondayswednesdaysfridays, i have a class all the way up, at the AS (Arts&Sciences) building. i have to ride the jeep (inside the school) to get up there faster. haha. weeee. soooo, i have to wake up early!:D

i'm getting hungry. mmm.
*trots to the fridge and gets some jampoood (junk food)*

First Day Part 2

2006-11-06T20:11:00.001+08:00

First day, second sem. Only Chem teachers start classes early. :P Apart from them, noone showed up. But I still had to spend some time at school cos I had to reschedule my Analytical Geom (EM121) class. It got dissolved. Haha. How typical of me to enrol in a class that later gets dissolved.

Oh, yeah, Mami finally got me the iPod she promised. It's lovely. I'm having trouble with adding the videos though. Heeee. :P Yes, I got the iPod cos I PASSED TRIGO. :))

P.S. will post pics soon.
& new layout :D

Happy Hardcore

2006-10-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

Please check out the Hibiskus (my Megaboi's band) MySpace account here. Many thanks :)

++

Ah. Who would have thought I'd end up wishing we had no sembreak, instead. :P I have been staying at home, rotting away. Once the DSL gets installed, I'm making a new layout. All my extra time has given me tons of new ideas. :)

Here Comes the Sun

2006-10-15T19:48:00.000+08:00

sembreak. :)

i hope the DSL comes soon! I need net at home. I neet to blog properly. :P Till then!

Happy birthday to me :D
17 !!

Quick one

2006-10-06T16:03:00.000+08:00

In a cafe right now, with Megaboi.:)

Finals will be over by October 14. Gaaaad.
We don't have DSL yet. Grr.
Lotsa love.

Rollin'

2006-09-17T13:26:00.001+08:00

Hi! Hehe. I've been offline since forever. We have no phone line yet and our PC's busted [still]. Hmmm. Currently Pre-Fi's and there's tons of work to do, which is why I'm in a cafe again. I didn't really miss the Net that much (woah). :D

Erm. Failing Trigo, but I've gotten over it. Hee hee.

Megaboi<3

Not Tonight, I'm Busy

2006-09-02T10:05:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy Busy. :P

I've just finished my English project, a Sports Magazine, which I've been spending my time, money AND energy on for days. I hope nothing goes wrong.. until I finally get the printed copy. I'm gonna be proud. :D We're gonna watch a play at 8pm. But I dont wanna watch cos its for Filipino, the anti-Ley subject. Haha. Positive, much? :)

I've received my midterm grades, too. They're okay. We weren't given our Trigo grades though. Good. Hahaha. :D My three lowest grades are in Drafting, Filipino, and CWTS. Filipino, I'm not surprised. I find watching someone sleep a whole lot more interesting. Haha. I really am not good at Technical Drafting, though. But it's bound to get better cos we have AUTOCAD for the next half of the sem. :) CWTS.. who cares? Hahaha.

I rest my case.

Flibbertigibbet

2006-08-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

Um. We've moved! Adjusting.. Everything is so near. :D

Intrams week was fun, took pics for the sports magazine we need for English and stuff. and tomorrow will be the PE festival. Hahaha. Dance dance. I hate our Dimsum-resto-waitress costumes. :)) Nyahahaha.

I'm in lurve. :)

&megaboi;

Ch-ch-changes

2006-08-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

We're moving today. Nearer to school, nearer to the city, nearer to practically everything except to Lilo-an. I'm gonna miss this place a lot. :( I lived here during my high school, and its the best. We might stay here on weekends tho. :) We have to transfer because of a lot of things. To be nearer to school, to save on gas money [ and fare money ], so the 'rents need to be near to the new business, and so they don't have to fetch me on Mondays&Wednesdays. We're gonna live there temporarily in the cutest button of a house. I will have to share a room with my brother. Pssshh. Haha.

Intrams week next week. :)

hey!

2006-08-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

i'm baaaaack. (!!!)

♥

2006-07-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

the beginning of our last dance

2006-07-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

Probably quitting my Blogspot.

Troublesome.

chuva evers lol

2006-07-04T06:25:00.000+08:00

Another tiring week and it just started.:P Sure, we have many breaks, but my blockmates and I have nowhere to go plus we have a truckload of things to carry. Haha. Freshmen na freshmen. LOL

My kuya and I took pictures last weekend. They're lovely.:)

More pics at his Multiply.

Off to schmool. Byers.

2006-07-02T06:55:00.000+08:00

Shoutout

Hihi. Hello Sir Daculan (if you ever come by again)! I just want you to know that I wasn't really criticizing you in my June 24 post.:) Being strict isn't a bad thing.:D I was actually somehow glad that you're strict, especially since math isn't really my favorite subject. Hehe. See you at school. Hahaha. >.<

I can feel the pressure

2006-06-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

I skipped school today.:) Well, partly. I had the worst case of dysmenorrhea I've ever had. ever. I tried not to think about it but after ReEd I decided to go home. I missed English, CWTS and EM 112 (Trigo). Trigo's hell. So I don't regret not coming. Haha. On the other hand, our English prof is attendance-obsessed and I was supposed to pass a CWTS journal. Still, I would've died of pain or something anyway.

I bet Dibiboi (DB boi) knows I like him. It's frickin obvious! Haha. It's fun.

To Naruto fans: Isn't Sakura very annoying at the start of the series? All she does is stand, watch, and shout, "Sasuke-kun!" or "Naruto-kun!". She doesn't even fight that much. USELESS. I used to like her for Naruto.^^

What ?

2006-06-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

Haha, one of the most embarassing and mortifying moments of my life happened today. Hahaha. After CTWS, my girl blockmates and I went to the canteen. DB boi was there. He was the one I moshed with [hahaha] ala First of Summer video [HAHAHAHA] at the freshmen welcome party. I was so happy to see him that I didn't notice til later that Borokokok *coughRAM2xcough* was actually at the next table, with his back to me. He knew I was just there and kept trying to look behind him (palusot ka pa! hahaha) and glance at me but I was always looking somewhere else, although it too was obvious I was doing it on purpose. My blockmates don't know who he is but they know about the story of my past. Hahahaha. Corny. Haha!

Anyway, they noticed I wasn't acting myself and started to say things like,

"Ley! Why're you so quiet? Are you thinking of your crush?"
"Ley, you're crush is here right?"
"Why are you so lonely? Is it because of your ex? Haven't you moved on yet? Or is it your crush?"

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Hahaha. I swear I could feel myself turn as red as a tomato. Hahahaha.

"No, no, it's my crush! He's over there! *points* See? They're leaving the canteen!"

Hahaha! Denial queen! But DB boi really was there :D Maygaaaaaad, ~~Ram2x~~ Borokokok was still trying to glance at me, so I suggested we go to class already since we had 10 minutes before Trigo. I was desperate to get away! Far, far away!:P He texted me a few minutes later, asking why I didn't say Hi. I said sorry (typical LEY to ~~Ram2x~~ move). :/

Anyway, I kept seeing DB boi today. YAY!:) Is it just me, or did he really look at me.. sort of?:P && now I know that I will see him after Fili because as we go down from the fifth floor, they go up. Yeahhhh.:D

Oh, I slipped in the ramp with lots of people in the corridor seeing. Lovely, eh?:D

your voice, my face

2006-06-24T09:25:00.000+08:00

I have to go to school this afternoon for the ECE freshmen assembly. @.@ I'm tiiiired. I want a whole day at home.:D After there, I have to go to Auntie BB's house, too. POO. I want to reignite the bum in me! Hahaha. It seems to be lost somewhere.:P

School's getting tougher, even for Paolo. I mean, especially for Paolo. Hahah. I saw him studying last night and so I decided to study, too. Hahaha. Na-excite. Our Trigo teacher is terror personified. Hahaha. But you know what, in a really pathetic way, I think strict teachers (particularly Math and Science strict teachers) are better than the lax ones cos they'd push and push you to work harder. :P Like during Trigo yesterday, Sir Daculan just started discussing out of the blue, and real fast, too! -_- It was our first discussion. Panic, much? Hahaha. I forgot everything but because of his pace, we were all forced to really think. Chilling strictly not allowed. HAHA.

I need to start to live, eat and breathe Math.

Lalala

2006-06-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

I have a-lot-a-lot-a-lot of things to do. I haven't watched TV for dayyyys. Hahaha. Last night was the Freshmen welcome party at USC main. Urbandub, Faspitch, Agressive Audio and Pasakanin played. MOSH! !! !! :D I was wearing my uniform and heels! Syet! Hahaha. & there was this cute ex-DB guy and.. period. Hahahaha. MOSH! LOL

2006-06-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

I looooooove NEJI.

I wanna quit school :P

2006-06-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. REALLY. My first week has been quite eventful.
Like:

- I found out that my First Grade crush is my blockmate. Hahaha!
- I made new friends. Well, duh, eventually. And they're nice.:)
- I saw HIM. and he's changed. *coughSIGHcough* :(
- HE'S CHANGED! T.T

I'm tired of college already. Hahaha.

~*~

I stole this from Gela :)

What be the story...

1. Of your name?
Aleyssa was my Dad's contribution, and Andrea was my Mom's. Hehe. It's Aleyssa with an E because Mami said my Dad didnt know how to spell Alyssa.:P

2. Of your parents?
Um, I'm not really familiar with this cos Mami doesnt want to talk about it. Haha. Well, they did annul. Anyway, I know about Mami and Tatay (my stepfather, well they both say that Tatay originally was the one who had a crush on Mami and everything went uphill from there. LOL

3. Of your last birthday?
It was dinner at Mountain View.:) Oh, and I learned to play billiards!:D

4. Of your first love?
It's the bestfriend-to-boyfriend story. For me, he was perfect in every way but apparently I wasn't perfect in his eyes cos he cheated on me.

5. Of your room?
It's peach-y. Hahahahaha, and it's a mess.

6. Of last Christmas?
It was quite lonely. :I

7. Of last Valentines day?
The day was spent for Prom practice. Hehe, and that's all I remember.

8. Of your current clothes?
A really old tie-dyed tank top and my favorite pajamas. :D

9. Of the first time you saw your crush?
You mean, for the first time this schoolyear? Waa. I can't even believe who the person I thought of right away is. :/ ALRIGHT. Hahaha. It's him. The first time I saw him this schoolyear was yesterday. I told him I was at the fifth floor, and he said he was at Calculus. Then later, I saw him outside the classroom. Kilig? NOT. Why? Cos when I went out to say hi, he said he was just walking around cos their teacher didnt show up. So.. he left.
Wala na..

10. Of you and your best friend/s?
BB and I met in HS freshman year and wala, we just get along SO WELL. :D Miss you, B!

11. Of the last place you went to?
School, particularly EM112 class.

12. Of the last time you cried
I think I cried (or almost did) a few hours ago. LOLS, EMO? HAHAA.

13. Of your greatest achievement so far?
Haha, surviving Physics! I swear I practically failed every quiz!:P

14. Of the last movie you watched?
X-men III: The Last Stand, I liked it, especially my beloved Wolvy, hahaha.

15. Tag.
ANYONE :D

Bwahaha.

2006-06-14T17:52:00.000+08:00

College - especially college in TC, is very draining. O.O

But it's all good.

Woo.

Bye Summer 06

2006-06-12T07:15:00.000+08:00

Hmph. I didnt have enough.

_________

Hmm. I really need to find DVDs of my favorite Disney movies.XD

Lion King, Aladdin, Pocahontas. OH! @.@

Yeah.

2006-06-10T07:15:00.000+08:00

I love it when it rains in the morning!:D

I kicked my brother out of my room last night. Haha. He actually sleeps there cos there's aircon. He was being such a pain in the ass that I decided to kick him out.:P

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Happy 16th to Jon², today!
Belated Happy 18th (WOAH!) to Jacques, June 4th!
Belated Happy 17th to Audrey & Irish, both on June 5th!

It's going and it's gone

2006-06-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

College starts within a week. I can feel my childhood slipping away.

I took pictures of some of the things which I thought represented my childhood. More pics in my Multiply. I really loved my childhood though it was far from perfect.

Epilogue

2006-06-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

a certain episode of my so-called life has ended. it was fun at first. but then, like everything else, things are only fun at the beginning. so. enjoy what you have. enjoy it as much as you can. you dont want to feel regret once its gone.

Woot.

2006-06-02T09:01:00.000+08:00

I so enjoyed X-Men: The Last Stand last night. Yet I am confused, was it the last X-men movie? Hmm. Tell me! I need your help. Hahaha.

Argh. I am annoyed with someone. As Faspitch says, 'You made me feel like I could be a part of your life, but then you took it right back.' You stink.:P

I am fickle

2006-05-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

Haha, my piggy layout lasted only 24 hours.:P But its okay, I still adore pigs. Haha. I was just annoyed by it, I dunno why. I made a new layout, anyway. Another vector I did this morning.:)

I want to start reading my e-books already. I just got too addicted to vectoring that I forgot all about it. Hahaha.

Hehe. Third vector I did.

Photo by my brother.:P

Well.

2006-05-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

I have a new layout. PIG-INSPIRED.:D It's the second vector I've made.:) I still have trouble with coding layouts :( It doesn't turn out the way I want.. all the time. It's ok, I'm trying my best.:D

It's 1:20 AM and I am an addict.

Decisions

2006-05-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

I didn't join the PLC. It's the first time I didnt join since I became a YFC member. I have my reasons.

MrR. (*thunder and lighting*, hehe) is acting strange. The fact that he seems to be texting more (I dont reply, well, most of the time) is enought to say so. I'm trying not to think about it too much. I might get weird ideas. Hahaha.

I bought my first e-books yesterday. Woot!xD

I made my first ever vector art! It took aroudn 5 hours! Pakinsyet! Oh, It's Gwen. She just hade her baby, by the way.:D I absolutely abhor vector-ing hair. I do not know how to. Hahaha. Well, it was my first time. :D

(click to enlarge)

Mumbles

2006-05-26T08:41:00.000+08:00

I downloaded Chris Daughtry's version of Have You Ever Really Loved a Woman and I love-love-love it! Bryan Adam's version is obviously still the best but Chris has a different approach .xD

I can't believe it's May 26th already! O.o Speaking of which, a happy happy 18th to Chesca!xD

So yeah

2006-05-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

TAYLOR WON! YEY! I like Katharine too, but I just wanted Taylor to win.xD

I've been pretty active in my DA lately. Wanna check it out?:)

Oh my! LOL

2006-05-22T08:32:00.000+08:00

I was surfing through Bzoink, see, and then a quizlet entitled What is the first name of the person you will marry caught my eye so I decided to have some fun. Right before I clicked for the result a thought went through my mind: LOL, what if the result is like Jake or something, that would be funny. Well. Click to enlarge the pic. :P.

JAKE?? Hahhahaha. Let's just pray he doesnt see this.

Fiddle-dee-dee

2006-05-20T08:05:00.000+08:00

My mom is more of a psychopath than i thought.

Ohh.

2006-05-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

The My Favorite Things (the Sound of Music) cover of Me First and the Gimme Gimmes is monopolizing my brain! read: LSS.

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

I. Can't. Help. It. HAHAHA!

Annoyance

2006-05-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

. Don't people see that I don't want to be courted in an mIRC channel?

. Can't they see I'd rather be friends with a guy first before getting into a serious relationship?

. It's not like I dont like the guy, maybe just not as a boyfriend yet!

AND THEN THEY ALL GO AND ACCUSE ME OF HURTING THE GUY. TSK.

Astro! Cigarette!

2006-05-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

Haha, nothing, really.

Mami is suppppper annoying these days. She's acting all "menopausal" on us again. Hahaha. Too bad im sortof PMS-ing today, too. Ohhhh no. This is not good. Plus, she's all cranked up because Paolo is taking a hell of a long time to finish a two-year course. So now he's not gonna finish it, and shift (again) to Nursing (yuck). Haha! But now I'm pressured. I must survive engineering. Well. Once an nerd, always a nerd. So, yeah.

I just realized that the one I was talking about in my previous entry was so not worth an entry. Hahaha. Fschmuck. Stupid boii.

Everytime I have a new Myspace layout, I always try to show it off. HAHA! So.. HERE.

Stupid Dinosaur

2006-05-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

I am annoyed to my very bones. Hahaha. Where did that come from? Barney, I hope you die! Die, you ugly dinosaur! Die.

In conclusion

Tsk. I hate boys.

Hey Momma

2006-05-14T09:19:00.000+08:00

It is Mother's Day once again. Haha. All around the world, people are calling restaurants for reservations, buying flowers and chocolates, making cards.:) The other day I asked Mami why there wasn't a Daughter's Day. Haha. Was that stupid or what?

Anyhoo porkypoo, happy Mami's Day, Mami.:D

So..

I have a new layout. Haha. Green, it is still. I love grrrren.

Time Rolls By

2006-05-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

Time has indeed gone by. Summer's almost over. Almost, but not quite. Ah.

New Hair, New Glasses, Dorky Pout

I am away! Far, far away!

2006-05-08T16:10:00.000+08:00

Not really.

Our frickin computer's just gone berserk again. Haha.

I am really.. lonely.

Sailing

2006-04-29T10:35:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to figure out what to do for the rest of the summer. Something productive, and not just going online, watching The Simpsons♥, playing Pangya, Photoshop-ing, reading Bob Ong books etc. Hahaha. I'm thinking something sporty. Yes, I know, Ley and sports don't mix well together.;) But I do love sports! Watching sports, that is. I really need to get moving! Bwahaahah. Naboang na ko.

At this point, my life is totally BLAH. But hey, I'm not complaining. I need this time to contemplate. I really have been learning a lot more about myself. The people around me see me being such a pig, but in my eyes, I am merely metamorphosing. Hibernating, for a better tomorrow. Hahaha. I don't really know. I wonder if every teenager goes through such a phase? A time wherein he just wants to shun everyone and then, think.

Rockstar Girl by June Kim (my current favorite artist :D)

The Future of Ear Repair

2006-04-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

♥

INFP

2006-04-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

I took personality tests online and they all resulted as INFP. I read the meanings and descriptions and gosh, they are sooooo accurate that it's actually creepy. Haha. Woah. Here's a cool part:

INFP STRENGTHS
Most INFP's will exhibit the following strengths with regards to relationship issues:

Warmly concerned and caring towards others
Sensitive and perceptive about what others are feeling
Loyal and committed — they want lifelong relationships
Deep capacity for love and caring
Driven to meet other's needs
Strive for "win-win" situations
Nurturing, supportive and encouraging
Likely to recognize and appreciate other's need for space
Able to express themselves well
Flexible and diverse

INFP WEAKNESSES
Most INFP's will exhibit the following weaknesses with regards to relationship issues:

May tend to be shy and reserved
Don't like to have their "space" invaded
Extreme dislike of conflict
Extreme dislike of criticism
Strong need to receive praise and positive affirmation
May react very emotionally to stressful situations
Have difficulty leaving a bad relationship
Have difficulty scolding or punishing others
Tend to be reserved about expressing their feelings
Perfectionistic tendencies may cause them to not give themselves enough credit
Tendency to blame themselves for problems, and hold everything on their own shoulders

REALLY ACCURATE.

STUMPED.

2006-04-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

In my deviant account, I put "stumped" in my mood and then, this came out. => LOL

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Shit, I'm talking to BEN right now on the phone. -_-

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Done talking. He's such a sick ~~bastar~~ er, boy. Basta, I swear, if I could, I'll avoid seeing him at school. I know that would be hard since we have the same course (he's ahead one year) but I must not see him.>:I

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You ain't gonna miss your water until your well runs dry;
No matter how you treat him, the man will never be satisfied.
- Could You be Loved, Bob Marley

3rd post in a day? O.o?

2006-04-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

This is my schedule. Haha. N0, I'm not that excited. Well, yeah, receiving the schedule made me want to start school already, but it wasn't really that exciting. Haha. Myself in TC for the first time was surprisingly not what I expected it to be. I felt at home right away, although I doubt that's how I'm gonna feel on the actual start of classes. Heehee. I'm not scared to be alone. I always am, and always have been. No, not in that emo way. Hahaha.

Oh, I have 26 units. Stress? I hope not.:[ Hahaha. I have a prospectus, and I cannot believe what I have to go through for the next five years. Argh. Math and Science everywhere. You're in Engineering, Ley. DUH. What do you expect?

Isn't it a bit annoying when people find out that you're an incoming college freshman, they go "Ohhh. I bet you're very excited."? Haha. Yeah, yeah, whatever, you're done with freshman year or college, you can pester puny freshmen. Hahaha. It's a bit annoying, but I cant wait to do it, later. Nyahaha.

I'll survive college, not to worry. I think.:D

and I hope. @_@

Weh?

2006-04-19T10:46:00.000+08:00

I'm in the real SKOLPAD right now. Cool. Hahahaha.

Finish enrolling in the afternoon.:] I wanna see my sked:D

NEW LAYOUT

2006-04-19T06:54:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. Trip [again].

Enrolment today! Oh! What fun!

CAMIGUIN<3

2006-04-18T17:48:00.000+08:00

Camiguin was really pretty. It was the first time (I think) to see a volcano, Mt. Hibok-Hibok. Everything was very provincial and simple. I would've loved to live there. Or at least have a rest house of some sort. Mami and Tatay loved the idea too. Yeahhhh. Haha.

I actually miss the place.:/

GUESS WHAT?

2006-04-12T09:41:00.000+08:00

Look.

TRIP LANG. ^^

Change is the only constant thing, so they say. Hahahaha. Gaga.

Aaaaaaand..

We're off to Camiguin for the Holy Week. We leave tonight.:) Bye.

Off to the mall to buy new flip flops.

SANCIANGKO.

2006-04-11T09:17:00.000+08:00

Haha. Yesterday, Mary Ann and I trotted off on our own to USC main. Hahaha! We were told to ride a 01K jeepney from SM then get off when we reached Sanciangko and so we did. Problem was, we had no idea where Sanciangko was. Hahahaha. I knew it wasn't the right place yet, but Ann wanted to get down. It wasn't the right place yet. Haha.

We were in Colon. Oldest street in the Philippines, yes. We decided to go down the street that was looking most likely to be the road to San Carlos. Hahahahahaha. We looked really funny. Trot-trot-trot. MIRACULOUSLY, there it was, the road to Land Bank! WOW. There it was. Haha.

Ah.

Enrollment's on Monday. Mary Ann's ognna be there, in USC main with other Psych people but I'll be all alone in TC. I'm Scurrr (I'm Scared). HAHAHAHA.

Oh, I'm sorry.>:P

2006-04-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

Look what i made for Jake.:P He got so mad. And I got so mad. HAHAHA.

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Someone said that he's off to Manila on May.:( Maybe for good. That's just cruel. Why do you build me up baby, just to let me down?! Oh well.

I'M HAPPIER. REALLY.:) MOVED ON? MMMAYBE.^^

2006-04-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

After a year of feeling the worst I've ever had in my entire life, I can now safely and honestly say that I am happier and much, much more contented now.:) I don't really know why it just happened all of a sudden. I woke up feeling better. I have a couple of probable reasons, but anyway, I'm happy that I feel different. I prolly thought one year was way too much already. A girl can only hold on to her first and true love for so long. Yeah, Well, anyway, yeah I really feel like a new person. I feel HOPEFUL again. That was one thing I really lacked. I'm starting to like new people, too. Tee hee!^^

Over the past weeks,

1) I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL. *SIGH pics?

2) MY BROTHER TURNED TWENTY.

3) I WENT TO THE BEACH WITH MY 4TH YEAR CLASSMATES TO BID EACH OTHER FAREWELL (AND I TURNED INTO A TOMATO. HAHA!).

4) ME AND MAMI FOUGHT, AND SHE SAID REALLY HARSH WORDS. BUT UNBELIEVABLY I DIDN'T CRY. IS THAT BAD?:P

~~5) I CALLED UP A BOY I HAVEN'T REALLY MET/TALKED TO IN PERSON!:D~~

I hope this is indeed the beginning of another period in my life.:)

Still isn't the right time.

2006-03-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

Ahhh. I'm so pakennn tired of going to all the graduation practices. Aaaah. We have been practicing for three weeks! One hell of a graduation it's gonna be. Buhhh.

I, or we, graduated CAT-1 today.:D No more push-up positions on scorching hot pebbles. Yeahhh. But no more marching drills with Sir Sidney.:( No more passing by the third year corridor to change during CAT period. No more ECHO 2 platoon. That's really sad. I will miss.:'(

There are two students who wont be marching with the rest of us.:( On the bright side, they will be summer graduates. But still. As a class, 4E will be graduating, though!^.^ Yay, Philip. We were all crying.. tears of joy, of course.;]

In less than a week, all will be over.:(

\\ I'm.. happy someone passed Calculus with a 3.0. Haha.. :/

WOW.

2006-03-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

I have just re-read my blog, from March of last year til January of this year. I haven't attempted to do that before because I don't wanna dwell on the past.:P But it was okay, actually. Haha. I used to be happy all the time.:(

Exams are over (as what I've said in the entry before this). And I guess I'm graduating highschool.:/ Needless to say, I still suck at Physics and Economics. Haha. NEEDLESS.

Urbandub is on MTV Sessions tomorrow @ 10 am.:D Looking forward to that.:)

OVER.

2006-03-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

Exams are through.

I need a Plan B

2006-03-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

Wait.. Did I have a Plan A? Haha. What the ffffff..

I was hella bored today. I'm always bored though I really shouldnt be. Finals are next week. And I have a lot of stuff to do for the publication and the yearbook. Pakkkk. But I was bored. Haha. I took pictures.. again.:P

Haha. My EMO EEyore. Aint he lovely?:)

Oh lookie.

2006-03-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

I have a new layout. Like it? Its a lame attempt but still, I'm getting better, I think.:P Inspired by Urbandub's Safety in Numbers.:D

Haha wanna see what I looked like during the prom (w/c I forgot to blog about, but I dont really care)?

Hahaha I am so fat.. and ugly with make-up on, weird.:P *oink*

Goooood night though its early morning.:/

Life is BLAH

2006-03-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Mmm, yeah, just.. blah. Busy, busy, busy but not having fun. Like I said, I need something new cos I'm dying of blah-ness. Haha. I dont feel like blogging anymore (obviously).

Maybe I'll feel like it, soon. Haha. Hmmm.

Someone shake me and try to wake me up please, thanks. :P

I'm lost.

2006-02-27T15:12:00.000+08:00

I sit in front of the computer all day and I don't even accomplish anything. Great. Just great. I'm no good at research papers. I neeeeeed help. Something unbelievable happened. I posted about it in my LJ though.:D It's just too dangerous to post it here. Haha.

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Two more weeks and I'm out of the torture chamber.

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I wanna throw my phone down the street. It just makes things a lot more complicated. I regret buying a Sun sim.:/

NOT DEAD.

2006-02-25T13:29:00.000+08:00

Our PC's fcuked up.

Will graduate in a month. Bye all. TC!:D

WALA.

2006-02-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

I'm not blogging because I have nothing to blog about. I need something to occupy my time. Not that schoolwork is not occupying enough of it, but something different... I have nothing. Even my usual energy to give my opinions on this and that has gone.

" so many tears i've cried
so much pain inside
but baby it ain't over 'til it's over "

The sky has lost its color.

2006-02-12T07:45:00.000+08:00

Which explains my new layout.

I'm always put off lately..

Today's family day at school. Dont even remind me about last year's. It was perfect. School is sick. I wanna graduate already. BUT I dont wanna got to college. RRRRRR.

kbye.

just for fun.

2006-02-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you.

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
created with QuizFarm.com

LOL. Funny.:P

I'm alive, you know.

2006-02-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

I've just been (and still am) EXTREMELY BUSY.

I'll get back to all of you, I swear. I miss everyone.:(

Retreat's tomorrow!xD

2006-01-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Ray Miguel Sabanpan!

It is bad luck to light three cigarettes with the same Ray Miguel Sabanpan.
It's bad luck to whistle near Ray Miguel Sabanpan.
Ray Miguel Sabanpan can sleep for three and a half years.
Ray Miguel Sabanpan never said 'Play it again, Sam'.
Baskin Robbins once made Ray Miguel Sabanpan flavoured ice cream.
Olympic badminton rules say that Ray Miguel Sabanpan must have exactly fourteen feathers.
Red Ray Miguel Sabanpan at night, shepherd's delight. Red Ray Miguel Sabanpan at morning, shepherd's warning!
On stone temples in southern India, there are more than 30 million carved images of Ray Miguel Sabanpan.
The first American zoo was built in 1794, and contained only Ray Miguel Sabanpan!
White chocolate isn't technically chocolate, because it doesn't contain Ray Miguel Sabanpan.

My thoughts on this? Hahahaha. (NO. I AM NOT OBSESSED. IT's FUNNY.xD)

1 No smoking, please.

2 Great, as I dont know how to whistle.:P

3 Hahaha. Don't make him grow any taller. Make me grow!

4 Is the 'Sam' there Sam Milby? Well, good.

5 Weeeeeee. Yum. NOT.

6 Haha. Bok Bok Bugokk.

7 LOL.

8 Not any more groupies? Riiiight.

9 Hahaha! I should show him this. Wahaha.

10 True.;)

Quick Update

2006-01-20T06:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing much worth of an entry has happened. I have been buried in projects (and it isn't over yet), and the time is actually 6:52 and our classes start at 7:40 plus our house is way far, plus traffic. Weeeee. Hahaha. I don't care if I'm late.

Anyway, tomorrow is Card Distribution day. My grades decreased 12 points. Mami wasn't that angry but I know she was still disappointed when I told her.:( Almost everybody's grades decreased. And I hate looking at my classmates' sad faces, seeing their dream colleges fade away.

It's not that late. We just need to work hard. As hard as our fat asses can take.:D

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Retreat's on Monday-Teusday at Don Bosco Retreat House something.:)

I'm depressed again. LAWLS.

2006-01-15T14:19:00.000+08:00

I need therapy. Don't yah think? I don't understand myself anymore.

Mmmmmmm. I haven't bathed yet. It's 2:34 pm. We're going to church not just because its Sunday but because its Sinulog. Hehe. I was feeling really festive this morning, and now I'm not. Moody, much?

Erm.. si Ram2x. I saw him yesterday.. yup. And I saw the shoes he was wearing. Good God, he was wearing Vans slip-ons. The shoes I was obsessing about and about but wasn't able to buy. He received them for Christmas. It would really have been a bit serendipitous if I was able to get them for Christmas too. But then they were out of stock in my size.Booo.
Anyway, yeah, we talked, a bit..

"I feel fine and I feel good. I feel like I never should.
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say.
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday?"
-- Frente

I'm happy if he's happy.. with her. I hope he is. I think so, too.:) That's good.

Look:

Stupid Friendster horoscopes. XD
What a thing to say to the world's biggest pessimist.
I'm not even sure if I'm hoping for anything anymore. Ha!

I'm a kid and forever will be.

2006-01-15T08:47:00.000+08:00

Yep.

Right now, I'm browsing Disney.com, Barbie.com, Archiecomics.com, and Britneyspears.com!

Hahhaah. I had nothing to do. So I decided to visit the sites I used to visit as a kid.:P I love it! It makes me feel giddy. Everybody should do this once in a while. It may seem shallow but it helps, actually.:) It makes me happy.:D

Eons, baby... Your beating heart, baby.

2006-01-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

I can't get Beating ♥s Baby out of my head.:P Haha. Baby, is this love for real?

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I loooove browsing through Myspace Music. It's kind of like the feeling I get everytime I enter a library or a bookstore. So exciting. So many things to discover!:D

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My heart has been skipping a lot today. It's skipping.. both in a good way and bad.

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Mmmm.. Lotsa projects to do. :S

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I wont be going to the 3rd concert :( The holiday on Monday was cancelled and so we have classes on Monday. That means I cant go out on Sunday night. Grrr.

Stupid mayor. XP

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Oh yeah, kinda changed the layout again. Lawls. Is it better? Hope it is.:D

You want nothing to do with me.

2006-01-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

The first day of the Tura! Tura! Tura concert was great. Especially Urbandub.:) We're not watching the 2nd day (today) but we'll watch the 3rd one (tomorrow). Weee.:D

I'm gonna go sleep cos I had only 5 hours of sleep thanks to my YFC meeting this morning. :P

New layout

2006-01-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

@ The new layout is toooo clean. And I'm not neat at all. But its okay. It's the best I could do in one night.:P

@ I reached 14,000 hits already! Woah. Woah. Woah. And.. woah. Thats kinda big for me, if to you it isn't. :P

@ Imma go sleep after I finish downloading some stuff. (Slipknot + System of a Down = NOISE.)

I wanna be sedated.

2006-01-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

If my brother is gonna go, I might be going to a gig @ Boss Grill tomorrow.:) Urbandub, Urbandub, Urbandub. It's not yet definite though. Haha. I can't help it if I'm a professional procrastinator.:D On Satiurday, I wanna watch Faspitch.:) And on Sunday, I wanna watch Smooth Friction! Weeeeeee. Hahaaaaa!

PIT SENYOR!:D

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I ~~stole~~ this from Chesca :P

Go to your music player of choice and put it all on shuffle.

Say the following questions aloud, and after each one press play.

Use the song title as the answer to the question.

[01] What do you think of me, iTunes?

[@] Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne (Waaaa. Hahahaha. WTF? Haha. Okay, then.:P)

[02] Will I have a happy life?

[@] Roller Coaster - Blink 182 (That's really nice.:D)

[03] What do my friends really think of me?

[@] Iris- Goo Goo Dolls (Oh. Really.)

[04] Do people secretly lust after me?

[@] Playing Favorites - Thr Starting Line (Hmmm.)

[05] How can I make myself happy?

[@] Stranded - Alien Ant Farm (Uhh.. Haha.)

[06] What should I do with my life?

[@] At Your Funeral - Saves the Day (The perfect song.:D)

[07] Why must life be so full of pain?

[@] The Truh About Heaven - Armor for Sleep (iTunes, I know you wnt me to die.. O.o)

[08] How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?

[@] Maselang Bahaghari - Eraserheads (Haha! Nice view.XD)

[09] Will I ever have children?

[@] Story of a Lonely Guy - Bilnk 182 (Is that a NOPE?:[ Anyway, 2nd Blink song!:D)

[10] Will I die happy?

[@] Family Affair - Mary J. Blige (Ngeeee. Hahhahahaha)

[11] Can you give me some advice?

[@] In The Club - 50 Cent (Hahaha. This is getting worse.)

[12] What do you think happiness is?
[@] Linger - Cranberries (Linger.. hmmmm. Kinda makes sense to me.)

[13] What's my favourite fetish?

[@] Stab my Back - All American Rejects (Wakokoko. So NOT. XD )

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I feel strange today. Not happy-strange, I feel angsty-strange. I got pissed off way too many times that I started to think maybe my period was coming up. But it couldn't be, so I really must be darn pissed.XD

This is gonna be fun.:)

2006-01-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

I got tagged by Ches and Mingkay. :*

1) The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2) Need to mention the sex of the target.
3) Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their Comments saying they've been tagged.
4) If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.

Target: Male

1 Someone who makes me feel complete whenever he's around.

2 Someone who understands my verrry weird quirks and nonsense.

3 Someone who is God-fearing.

4 Someone who can play a musical instrument or is musically-inclined.:)

5 Someone who would my bestfriend before being my partner.

6 Someone who would love me for me.

7 Someone who would be loyal forever and ever and ever. Haha.:)

8 Someone who can put up with my moodiness (my worst trait, or one of the worst).

Then again, these are ideal traits. Like they always say, Mr. Perfect isn't Mr. Right.:D

I'm gonna tag Floyd, Joan, Audrey, Trina, Gab, Marnil, Nic2x, and Yvan.:) Weeee.

Oh Fcuk

2006-01-10T06:27:00.000+08:00

I need to change.:(

Wahahahha

2006-01-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

This made me laugh (and irked!).

Best blonde joke... EVER.

SO much has happened

2006-01-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Mmmm.. Where do I even start?

Oh, ok, about the anorexia posts.. I guess, at the time I posted, I was dead serious about being anorexic. I have to say I was fed up with people saying I was fat. It was really frustrating. It always lowers my self-esteem. But now, I've realized that eating healthier (which I am trying to do) would be the way to go. And exercise! Haha!

To the people who commented, thank you for the concern.. really. You see, I don't talk to anyone about this, not even to my mom. And to think that you guys care though you don't know me personally is really nice.:)

No, I won't go anorexic. But I'll definitely be watching what I eat.:)

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School started last Wednesday. We received our exam results. I failed two exams.. Physics (I almost passed.. almost) and Economics. Needless to say, the 90-and-above average I wanted to maintain is gonna decrease. I bet its below 90 now.:( And it wasn't just Physics and Economics! Almost all my exam results were very poor. Tsk. I have one grading left.. and its the last one before I graduate. Sh*t.

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Guess what.. Ram2x and I are friends again. Not exactly friends, but I mean, we're talking again. He called, out of the blue, and after that, we were friends.O.o Right after I hung up, I was still in a state of shock. No communication for months.. he calls and then it's like nothing happened.

"My weakness is that I care too much" --- Scars by Papa Roach.

Mingkay, I failed the "act-as-if-you're-happy-he's-gone" plan again. -_-

Haaaay.

2006-01-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

My first post for 2006. Haha.

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As usual, it's nonsense.

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I just wanna say that I am serious about the anorexia thing. Haha. Well, a bit.

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BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL MAMI.:D

I've decided.

2005-12-29T20:24:00.001+08:00

I WANNA BE ANOREXIC.

YUP.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ALMOST EVERYONE TELLS ME I'M FAT EXCEPT FOR THE FEW WHOM I WILL LOVE FOR NOT DOING SO.

I SWEAR, I WILL BE ANOREXIC.

Random pix from the holidays

2005-12-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

CLICK THE IMAGE TO ENLARGE

I got this from our garden. Lola ~~forced~~ told me to take a pic of it. Hahaha.

Kuya Natz (my step bro). He stopped by for the holidays. He is studying in Davao as a seminarian.

Mami. Hamming it up on the Magic Sing that Tatay got her for Christmas. Hehehe.

Mami and Tatay. Loveteam of the yerrrr. Haha.

I SUCCEEDED IN MAKING PAOLO READ A BOOK! I took a picture, of course.

My favorite bracelet. Hahaha. Lovely.

I took this just now. Waaaaa. What a barbarian.

I'm real bored.

Postscript

2005-12-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

The year's ending. Exactly this time last year.. I was with him. -__- Aww.. I'll quit it with recollections. Hahaha.

The year 2005 was by far the worst year of my life. It had its moments but it was easily overruled by the crap. Anyway, glad it's over. LOL

After going to 6 malls, I ended up buying Pony seakers. I love them sooooo.
click the images to enlarge

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I took this from Ala.

What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
drank red horse, finally got to see gigs.

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont remember the ones i made last year. Wont make any resolutions, just plans.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
My aunt and cousin.

Did anyone close to you die?
No.

What countries did you visit?
None.

What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Happiness.

What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Well, Jan-March 2005 were the best times.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Setting the one I loved so much free. Learning to play the keyboard.

What was your biggest failure?
I guess I failed in making him happy cos obviously he wasn't happy being with me.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
Not really. But I did realize that I had hyper-acidity.

What was the best thing you bought?
Hmmmm. I dunno. That tatay bought, actually. The broadband connection.XD

Whose behavior merited celebration?
My brother. We started bonding only this year. It helped me.:)

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
HIM. Hands down.:P

Where did most of your money go?
Er.. I don't really know. I guess to myself.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
The broadband connection. Wahaha.

What song(s) will always remind you of 2005?
A lot. Really. Hmmm. MYMP. They were all I listened to during my "depression".

Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? -- sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? -- fatter. oh no. i wanna starve myelf. yeah right.:D
iii. richer or poorer? -- er.. richer.

What do you wish you'd done more?
Try to be friends with him after the break-up. Exercise. wahahaha. LAUGH.:(

What do you wish you'd done less of?
Mope and mope about the past.

How many one-night stands?
No. Doi.

What was your favorite TV program?
That I discovered this year? Scrubs, Life As We Know It, and 8 Simple Rules

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not hate, but I lost people.:(

What was the best book you read?
I haven't read that much new books this year. I guess HP HBP :)

What was your greatest musical discovery?
Oh, a lot. I discovered TBS, TSL, a lot.:)

What did you want and get?
Admission to my college of choice :D

What was your favorite film of this year?
Hmmm. Let me think.. The Longest Yard. Loved it.

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
16. I just spent it with my family. And of all places we went somewhere which reminded me of him so much. Bt it was a fun night.:D

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Him again. Gosh, this year was all about him.. O.o

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
I became a bit more confident concerning what I wear. Not that conversative anymore.

What kept you sane?
God, my family, friends and music.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
A lot. Usually band members.XD

What political issue stirred you the most?
Gloria gate? But I am pro Gloria though.

Who did you miss?
Ray Miguel R. Sabanpan.. miss my best friend :(

Who was the best new person you met?
Not exactly met, but Ann and I got closer this year :)

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
1) Love is selfless
2) I should be happy with what I have

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
All that Ruby has said to me. Thanks so much. You make me strong. :')

The most touching experience you've had this year?
The first few months of 2005. And when he invited me to his HS graduation.

What did you like most about yourself this year?
My bravery.

What did you hate most about yourself this year?
My weakness for him.:(

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone.. the worst is over, you can have the best of me."

Was 2005 a good year for you?
No. But it taught me a lot.

What was your favorite moment of the year?
Again, Jan-Feb 2005.

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
March 29, 2005

Where were you when 2005 began?
In someone's heart.

Who were you with?
Family.:)

Where will you be when 2005 ends?
At home, I think. The plans we had were cancelled.

Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Family.

Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
No. Just plans.

What was your favorite month of 2005?
Jan-Feb LOL How many times did I say that?

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
YES

Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes. :( I really miss you.

What was your favorite record from 2005?
The Ambassadors- Simple Changes

How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Quite a few :)

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
Once (and last?)

do a lot of drugs in 2005?
No.

you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Yes.

How much money did you spend in 2005?
I spent a lot.

What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Hmm. I dunno.. LOL

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
Oh, a lot, as usual.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
Awww.:(

What are your plans for 2006?
Face a new life. Face college. Face seeing him but not being able to talk to him like before.*cry*

How are you different now that the year has ended?
I'm stronger, I guess.

What are your wishes for the new year?
God, I really need you more than ever. Help me.

Cold Christmas

2005-12-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

It is cold. Literally and figuratively. Brrrr.

All the same, I have my family and they keep me happy.:)

***

I wasn't able to buy my beloved Vans. We went to three stores already. All out of stock. In Melrose (the skate shop), only men sizes were available. -__-

The size of my feet is like 6-6 1/2

GRRR

***

I still need new shoes, though. And I still dont want to buy a pair of Chucks. I like Superstars. but they're way expensive. Around 3k+.

***

Pony is kinda nice.:D

***

Waaa. I need to decide in a few hours.

WEEEEEE

2005-12-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

Merry Kreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesmas! Woooh.

Yeah, my layout sux

2005-12-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

Haha. Sorry. I'm still trying to think of a new one.

And I need someone to teach me how to CODE LAYOUTS. Arrgh.

Prom phooey

2005-12-22T14:56:00.000+08:00

I am also searching for my prom dress. Waaaaaa. I'm not exactly looking forward to prom because it doesn't seem to be promising. Our partners are the junior boys and they pick out our partners for us. T.T

Anyway, for my prom dress. I want it either white, black or lime green. Haha. And I dont want anything stiff or flashy. I want it to be simple and flowy.:)

I liked what Ms World 2005's eveing gown. Ms Iceland? Yeah.

Here are nice ones some I found, too.

I like the color (a bit dull though) and the design. Perfectly flowy.:)

The colorrrrrr.:D

I love this. Hopefuly we're allowed to wear a semi-formal dress.

Nice one, too.

I love this because the colors define my personality.:)

Will search for some more later. I gotta go watch this new TV show I like a lot.:)

Online Window Shopping

2005-12-22T14:04:00.001+08:00

Wakoko.

Check out all this cool stuff.

Ok, so my "emo" post was worth a puke.

2005-12-21T08:27:00.000+08:00

Anyhoo.

I've just decided to let him be. I don't care. He obviously doesn't, so why should I?:P

I'm emo and I cant help it.

2005-12-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

NO. NOT BECAUSE I WENT, "OH, BEING EMO IS REALLY COOL RIGHT NOW. I SHOULD TRY THAT SOMETIME."

NO. NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO LOOK THE PART. BELIEVE ME, I DON'T.

NO. NOT BECAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO THINK I'M SOOOO COOL.

NO, NOT JUST BECAUSE OF EMO MUSIC (W/C I WILL LOVE FOREVER).

NO.

I SAY I'M EMO BECAUSE I AM AN EMOTIONAL KID. I WAS BORN SENSITIVE. I CRIED WHEN I WATCH DISNEY MOVIES. YES, ANIMATED ONES..

I CRY WHEN MY FAMILY FIGHTS AND THEY SHOUT AT EACH OTHER
EVEN THOUGH I PRACTICALLY GREW IN THAT KIND ENVIRONMENT.

I CRIED WHEN MY MOM SAID THAT HER TOTAL SALARY, MINUS ALL THE TAX DEDUCTIONS, WAS ONLY P2,000.00 (SHE'S A GOV'T. EMPLOYEE).

I CRIED FOR MONTHS (AND I STILL DO) WHEN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BROKE MY HEART AND BROKE UP WITH ME. I STILL CRY ABOUT IT.

I ALWAYS CRY. I GUESS IT'S BECAUSE OF MY PAST. BEING IN A BROKEN FAMILY, A LOT OF MY RELATIVES BEING DRUG ADDICTS, DRUNKARDS, AND TEENAGE PARENTS AND ALL THAT. MAYBE THAT IS WHY I GET HURT EASILY.

BUT DONT GET ME WRONG. IT'S NOT FUN, CRYING, REALLY.
I GET HURT EVERYTIME EMO KIDS ARE MADE FUN OF. WELL, THE REAL EMO KIDS, ANYWAY. IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT THAT THEY EXPERIENCE BAD THINGS AND YOU DON'T. YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL YOU DON'T EXPERIENCE THAT MUCH PAIN.

WHY ALL THIS ANGST, ALL OF A SUDDEN?

MR-LOVE-OF-MY-LIFE-THEN(-AND-NOW?) SORTA MADE HIS PRESENCE FELT AGAIN BUT THAT WAS ALL THERE WAS TO IT. IT WAS LIKE A POSTSCRIPT IN A LETTER.

HELLO.

I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY.

AT LEAST ONE OF US MUST COME OUT HAPPY.

Vacatioooooooooooon.

2005-12-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

Whew. At last the exams are over. And I dont want to think about how I did. LOL I just wanna graduate. Period. :D

I passed USC! :D

2005-12-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

I passed! I passed! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I passed! Hahaha. On the down side, I'm pretty sure I failed the Phyics and Economics exams.

My seatmate told me that Sir Oledan (the Guidance Counselor) was giving the results already. I was a nervous wreck. I waited till lunch (after the exams today) to get the results.

BS ECE required an IQ of 98. Mine was 130. It was superior! And so was my English. How weird could that be??

Anyhoo, I'm soooo happy that I passed. Imagine seeing the words "New Freshman" on an official USC paper! LOL

Check this out.
I dont believe it, of course.*wink*

Lmao

Pakshit.

2005-12-15T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. Physics was HARDDDDDD, man.

Pisti. Atayyyyy. Buang.

I'm starting to doubt wether I have a brain.

Goodbye scholarship.

Well.. at least Programming was a cinch.

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